…..Lyf Back on Track…..

Finally after a looong tym getting tym to post something now… :)

Before a storm there is always a calm…..but have you ever noticed that there is a calm even after a storm.. :) thats the kind of calmness i am experiencing right now…:)

But there is a slight difference in both the situations… before a storm the calmness frightens us because we have a fear of losing someone we could die for but the calmness after a storm is just devoid of any fears or inhibitions….it is just empty space, just empty…

I thought that i would never ever say this but sometimes it feels good that there is nothing to worry about…no one more to lose…

all that has to be done has been done…

all that has to be gone is gone…

Once this state is reached and you have realized then you tend to try and be the person you were before… comparing again to a person effected by a storm, he tries to put together the bits and pecies of whatever is present with him and tries to rebuild his life.

This process of rebuilding ones life is the most difficult one, but it is inevitable and has to be done.

so trying to do that and trying to be as normal as possible…..my life seems to be back on track:)

atleast it seems so……….

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And ruin’d love, when it is built anew,

Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater. - Shakespeare